We moved to the South with wide eyed goals and what we thought was a bright future. It didn't play out that way though. We've struggled and struggled. Times have been hard, not so fun, and at times downright scary. This is what I want to change in 2013.
Please don't misunderstand. I'm happy. Absolutely happy. I love my husband, I love my little girls. I am incredibly grateful that I have a roof over our heads, food in our bellies and clothes on our backs. But it just isn't where I want to be. Not as an individual, not as a family.
I'm looking forward to moving back West. Maybe later than first planned, but I know that we will get there. I'm looking forward to being close to family, to watching my nephew grow up along side my daughters. I'm looking forward to my husband having a job he loves and not just one he's stuck in. I'm looking forward to doing something. Anything. I don't know what it will be, but I do know that there is some sort of something out there for me.
I'm also finally starting to feel the urge, or need maybe, to get deeper into my studies. And that may have something to do with some holiday events... more on that later.
But... I'm not making 'New Years Resolutions'. I don't think I need to. I have goals maybe, but they are so loose that I'm not sure they qualify. By the time 2014 gets here I want to be somewhere where this point in my chart is just a distant a memory. At some point things have to start looking up. And I feel, I hope, that this is the year it happens!
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